没勇气

今天，是他的生日。。。
但我没和他出。。。本来星期六说和他朋友跟我一起出的。。。
但后来他又说去roller...
我没勇气去面对他和别人在一起的感觉。。。
记得有一次，我一个人去找朋友，
看到她和她男友还有朋友在一起。。。


我只能低头和他擦肩而过。。。



那种感觉很难受。。。



真的很难受，我不想再尝试了。。。。

绝望

为什么就连一次的出街为你庆祝生日你都是为你朋友着想？？
你明明说连你和我+你姐妹一起去看戏。。。
但到头来。。。你还是去了roller。。。
我买的礼物。。。泡汤了。。。。
就连一次的出街都是将。。。。



绝望了。。。。
心碎了。。。。
你到底在想些什么？
就算当你朋友，我还是最后一位。。。。

我在何处？

你说你知道朋友对你的重要，
的确。。。
在你的好友名单里，并没有我的存在。。。
你没说但你却以你的行动告诉了我。。。
你又回到以前的你了。。。
以后的我。。。会是怎样呢？
以后的我将会像以前一样独来独往吗?
在每个朋友的心中，都没有我的地位。。。
更没有我的存在。。。
我。。。。是多余的吗？


一样的蓝天，
一样的风，
但友谊却象风车一样转动。。。。
你们，还是原来的你们吗？
为什么只有我？只有我活在一个人的世界里转动？
风车只有三片，友情、爱情、亲情。。。
而我的风车，只有那只独来独往的柱子。。。
友情淡了，爱情没了，亲情更不用说。。。

别人生日的日期连新人都有。。。
我连新人都不如。。。
有时无意的伤害才是最痛。。。
朋友。。。
我到底在哪一方？
我的存在早已消失在人群之中了吗？


随风飘泊吧。。。。。。
。。。。。。SKY...


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camp kawad kaki根本就是不公平。。。
为什么只有我们没教练？
而且还要给花菇教。。。
有些又不认真，做来做去都是一样的。。。。
没人教我们。。。。
无奈。。。。

BECAUSE IM STUPID

歌手：SS 501
专辑：韩版花样男子because im stupid

de mo ni n no bu na na ba so
no ha na mu ge en no li go
de du sa da mu bu go i no
i do ne ba en mo lu ge ji
en~~
no i a du i na ha da no ge ji
do ju u jo qia o ge ji ma
no men ba da men bo go ko i na
qia ku nu mu li hu du gu i so
no i tu mo su nu
o nu go do na no bo ki ya
a jia na i na du nu wu la do
ge n su qi do xi ga do
o~~
ni ga no bu n go xi gu xi po na de
no mu ke ni yi du na le du
no lu se da n ge me mu do la
hong qia nda xi po CRYING FOR YOU
hong qia da xi po MISSING FOR YOU
BABY I LOVE YOU I WAITING FOR YOU

n no i ha do wi na lo ga ji
do ki yo jio qia o ge ji ma
no ma ba da me bo yi gu i na
hong qia jo no gu tui gu i so

ne i sa da i da
a du na u se qio na ta
no i i hi pu i suo li bu wa do
hong ge ha du ji gu nu mu te
OH NO~~
ni ga no bu si ga na gu na de
ga su xi li gu su gen na ne de
ni ga po go xi poi ga i me qio de
hong qia nda xi po CRYING FOR YOU
hong qia da xi po MISSING FOR YOU
BABY I LOVE YOU I WAITING FOR YOU

bye bye never say goodbye
ki do n ge qia tui mo da jia ma
I NEED YOU wa wu mu te I WANT YOU
pa li do ada xi pa li do
n ga na gu po go xi pu ne de
nu mu ka ni i de na li nu
no du sa da ha da i ga ne i qio da
hong qia nda xi po CRYING FOR YOU
ni gu no gu se na nu na da
ca su xi di bu gu d ne
ni ga mu gu xi da ni ga ye me do la
hong qia nda xi po CRYING FOR YOU
hong qia da xi po MISSING FOR YOU
BABY I LOVE YOU I WAITING FOR YOU

............

juz now chat with 1 of my fren...
she talked to me....tat my 1st ex still love me...
then she say we明明still love each other y will like tat?
tat time my tears almost drop down...
i dunnoe y i still can drop my tears coz of those bad guy...
then i ask her bac
'can u giv chance to the guy who hurt u 4 time deep?
betray me,n with my best fren together?
can u?'
damn...i hate those question...
make me cry again...
[on music because of u]

omg

i am very tired....

suddenly many through my mind...

exam.....relationship....

1st,i dunnoe whether she still love me anot...

2nd,dunnoe sy izzit love ppl is me....

then,miki....

tution....

homework...

i dont hav so much energy to solve those prob....

then my fren's relationship...

damn!!!

2day

为什么你只会说‘嗯嗯’？难道你没有别的想对我说吗？
tiz pic is after merentas desa then kena paksa,pura pura kau fun....
hahaha...funny....

happy buddies day

me
mae eye big big
me....
mae bian zui...
dai gai dai hong...no good
toilet
arghh
sienz-ing
pak tuo,the man emm tong hei...
fat hau
xiao yan n me

buddies
2 square of us
mae on the toilet.!

not enough time to use

although not enough time to use but i wan to tell pn.koh can let the basketball training more few hours or add more day to train...skull aim us to get no2 but i think is impossible...
how can??
not enough time training...n then teacher giv us stress....
blah blah blah....
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
something gonna happen with 1 of my fren in couple....
hope nothing happen n no 1 get hurt...
gonna DO HOMEWORK!!!!

2day

OMG!!!I GOTTA BE CRAZY...
WAT THE HELL IS GOING ON....2DAY REALLY IS THE MOST TIRED DAY...
BUT GOT SOME ARGUEMENT IN BASKETBALL...
BCOZ ACTUALLY I WROTE THE NAME OF SHAMAE D...
BUT SHE DIN GET THE SLIP N CANT GO TO BASKETBALL...
I VERY ANGRY NOT BCOZ ONLY MAE DIN GET IN THE NAME LIST BUT Y NOT THE KAPTEN TO PILIH PPL???
MOST ANGER IS THE TEACHER SAY TAT IS SOOK MOON TICK THE NAME...
BUT SOOK MOON REGRET SHE DO SO...
I CANT EVEN TALK WAT I AM THINKING N ANGRY TILL WANNA CRY...
BUT MY TEARS SAY TAT I CANT,BCOZ I NID TO FACE MANY PPL...
FREN,COACH,SIR,GAGE BROWN TEACHER...
BLAH BLAH BLAH....
I NOE SHAMAE WILL VERY SUPER DUPPER DISSAPOINTED....
ALTHOUGH HER LOOK LOOK LIKE TOUGH N NOTHING....
BUT SHE MUZ B SAD,DISSAPOINTED,ANGER[BUT NOT VERY LONG]
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DISSAPOINTED DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHH!!!I WAT OSO CANT DO,JUZ CAN GET ANGER N ANGER.....
THEN 2DAY TRAINING IS DAMN HARD....
I FELL TAT I AM GONNA DIE....
AFTER TAT I N SI MUN GO GAGE BROWN...THEN MET MICHELLE,SHE TOLD ME TAT SUET WEN GET HURT ON HER LEG....
I SHOCK....COZ SHE GET HURT ON HER LEG B4...
AFTER DISMISS...MICHELLE DAD FETCH ME...THEN AFTER GO BAC HOME THE 1ST THING IS SMS SW...
LUCKY NOTHING....BUT SHE SAY LIKE ELEPHANT LEG...[LIKE BIG MAMA]
THEN I GO BATH TILL VERY SYOK....

not shuang-ing

2day after perhimpunan got dicipline talk n kokurikulum talk...
then when dicipline talk many ppl scared...after tat,pn Rxxxxx took me out n take dicipline pic say tat i am wrong in decipline...
really not shuang...MANY PPL HAIR BOY CUT THAN ME BUT Y I KENA BUT NOT THEM???
WAT THE FAIR IS???
HUH????
NOT I WANNA OTHER PPL GET HARM IN THIS CASES...BUT I JUZ FEEL TAT Y HAIR TAT REALLY SHORT BUT NOT KENA DECIPLINE PHOT BUT ME?????
I TIZ YEAR DUNWAN KENA DECIPLINE PROB,BUT TEACHER PUT ME IN!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????????????????
I OSO DIN DID WRONG....
N THE HOMEWORK MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IN THE HELL!!!
ALL TEACHER TOLD US PASS UP TODAY....
MISSS!!!U THINK V VERY FREE,NO CLASS???N MANY TIME TO DONE UR HOMEWORK N PASS UP TO U???
WED!!!!
MORE ANGER!!!!
5.45 GOIN BAC HOME!!!1.10 FINISH CLASS,5.45 ONLY CAN GO BAC FROM THE SKULLL!!!!
WAT THE HELL IS PROCECING NOW???
ISN'T NID TO CHANGE LIKE TIZ???
IS TOTALLY MAKE STUDENT TIRED DONT U NOE???
NOT JUZ STUDENT BUT TEACHER OSO!
N!!!SOMEMORE!!!!U TELL LIES TO US!!!!
WHO SAY WED CANT GIV HOMEWORK???
U NOE AFTER COCO N NID TO RUSH 4 THE HOMEWORK IS WORST THAN KEJAR BUS???
IF V DIN DONE ON WED....THEN WILL POSTPONE TO OTHER DAY!!!
IF DIN PASS UP,TEACHER WILL SCOLD US LIKE HELL....
WAT A WORST SKULL LIFE IT IS....
CANT TAHAN!!!!!!

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B4 go yang guang take book from mok,saw pn.how n ask me....
who is the kapten of the basketball team???
izzzit u???or man kay????
then i say mayb man kay i think....
then she say although she is not the kapter teacher of basketball in tiz year anymore but she support us....
n she find a coach 4 us....thanks to her....
n say the training will start on after merentas desa....[mayb]
n oso nid to tell other....dun giv up in thiz year....in basketball....pls....

ARGGH!!!!!!!!!!!

HOMEWORK



HOMEWORK



HOMEWORK!!!!



CANT FINISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



MANY MANY MANY....



HATE SKULL MAN....

sorry

i use eng to write 1st...

2009 i had done 1 thing tat i really feel i am totally'WRONG'...

after i broken with tong,i had try to couple with yh again...

but...the feeel not like b4 d...
n...not only i hurt her...her family noe d...
so...i harm her..
she bcoz of tiz stupid suck shit damn bad guy n nid to change skull...

I FELT SORRY TO HER...

NOT ONLY BCOZ I HURT HER...

BUT I MAKE HER LOST HER FREN...N NID TO GO A NEW SEROUNDING TO STUDY...

I NO GUTS TO SMS HER...



although her family noe...but she still dunwan leave me...

but i cant selfish like tiz anymore...

i cant harm her anymore...

i can be a BAD GUY IN UR HEART....

i..............





felt sorry....
really sorry coz cant 4get bout her....
sorry coz cant solve the prob...
sorry coz my fault...

SORRY...

我做了一件连我自己也觉得很坏的事，我和彤分后试着和他在一起。。。
但感觉不如从前。。。不只是我伤害了她的心。。。而他的家人也知道了。。。
我害了他，他因为一个自私，笨和超级坏的人而被逼转校。。。
我对不起他。。。不只是伤害了他还害他失去朋友。。。
去到一个陌生的环境下去读书。。。
我根本没有勇气去回信息给他。。。
虽然他家人知道了，但他对我不离不弃。。。
但我不能再自私下去，我不能再害到他。。。
我可以在你心中演变成狠和坏的人。。。
我。。。



真的对不起。。。
非常对不起因为忘记不了他。。。
对不起因为不能帮你解决问题。。。
对不起因为我的错。。。


非常抱歉。。。