sad n weird

2day make me very angry...
wat the...
ppl marching then not commander keep ur bloody mouth shut la!
non of ur buisness!!
shit u!
after tat when v start the comp...
horyi cry....[scared]
then v start the marching...
then comman is too soft,n cant heard but its okay...
then the formation...
WALAU!!!u noe wat...
6 words can say it...
JUZ LIKE A PIECES OF SHIT!
all ppl is laugh at us...
actually v oso dunnoe wat v doin...
juz tembak...
coz no time 4 us to practise finish...
somemore!when v practice got'PPL'DISTURB!
commander gave comman is her job..
RITE?
THEN NOT COMMANDER N NOT MARCHERS JUZ SHUT UP!
say bull shit at thr...
PPL:dun move ur hand ar...awas a...if move pumping u all hand until patah ar...
commander oso havent say like tat then u talk so many bull shit 4 wat???
huh????
keep saying nonsense!!!


at here i APOLOGISE TO ALL PANDU PUTERI REJER SMKPP MARCHERS
I AM SORRY BCOZ 2DAY MY VOICE GOT ABIT HIGH...
BUT I AM NOT ANGRY U ALL...
JUZ WAN U ALL BE BETTER NEXT TIME...
SORRY...

weird....

2day very cham...

coz marching till like hell..

but oso syok...coz no nid in the class...wakaa...

then v training till sot...

at the moment sweat drop at the floor...

i saw YOU again n again...

then v go to padang train...

after tat v go basketball court...

then raining...v all wanna march till dunwan stop...

then last teacher dun let...

so stop d...

then v still got many thing havent learn...

but 2morrow is our DEADLINE...

v having PERTANDINGAN KAWAT KAKI 2morrow!!!!!!!!!

oh my god...

feel joey is angry...

coz v dun let her join the marching...

but...her health condition is not good...

....

2day go out sing k with bao,yao,theng,n mok...

then the k room got prob...

then after tat v go to take picca...

after tat v go lawyat n eat sushi king!!!

wahahaha...

the picca...
hehe...

bad day

yesterday morning i going to joey's gu ma house...

then i kena langgar by a motor...

damn pain man..

haiz...

but ntg de...

then v go ts after hospital...

then when v go to sg wang...

joey sesak nafas again...

then v try to use the puff...

it works...

then v nid to go bac home...

tats all

-the end-

hope everthing will be fine....

wed we will go to visit joey...

hope she will be fine...

then i bought her a puff...

is 4 rescue...

hope she no nid to use tat...

moody........

sadd............

sienz............

-finish-

no tittle

i think got any1 need me in their life???

when happy did any1 think dou me???

when wanna go play did any1 ajak me???

in everything oso without me...

no matter whr or watever thing...

if someday i dissapeare...

did any1 will noe????

did any1 will care???

mayb the answer is...................

NO......

[tearsdrop on the keyboard]

微笑对你是问候？

不管是分手后还是变回朋友，

你对我的微笑是种问候吗？

对你来说或许是问候。。。

但对我来说是种痛苦。。。

看到你那甜美的笑容就会开始责备。。。

是否我对你不够好？？？

还是。。。。我做错了决定？？？

就算做错了决定。。。

也无法再回头。。。

只能在远方思念你。。。

想起种种过去与一切。。。

但也只能含着泪恨自己。。。

最近真的让人觉得疲惫。。。

祖儿的事，操步的事。。。。

还有想你。。。

真的让人很疲惫，很累。。。

很累。。。

神啊！！！

求求你保佑祖儿。。。。

别让他再受病魔的折磨吧！！！

虽然说他有朋友的支持。。。

但别再折磨他了。。。

求求袮。。。

一切都要靠自己

你真的很令人担心，

有时真不知你要进院多少次，

这个病魔是要靠你自己才能克服的。。。

你要知道很多人关心你，担心你的。。。

你要照顾自己，别让我们担心。。。

你要知道。。。

你有朋友，兄弟和女友的支持！！！

LAI JOEY加油！！！努力克服病魔！！！你会没事的！！！

加油！！！

help

lai joey is in the hospital again...
pls pray 4 her who ever noe joey or who ever dunnnoe her...
THANKS....
PRAY...

a scared day...

2day all of the matchers happen thing...
i very afraid will lost 1 of them...
not juz 1...but 6-7...
scared me...
when i was sat with joey she suddemly like tat my hand cant control d...
i very afraid wat will happen to her...
then all ppl was crying...
when i go bac to class...
i cried out...i cant tahan anymore...
all my fren sick at the same time...
sopo oso like tat...
esther,san,dya oso...
haiz...
somemore i heard khai er oso kena...
wat happen with the skul???
wat happen with u all??
i cant lose 1 of u....
pls dun leave ur fren n me...
pls...
i very tired...but i cant sleep....
i noe u all nid support...
i wont leave u all when u all nid me...
no matter how tired i was...
but pls promise...
dun let 1 of u happen any bad thing...

2day

2day my fren suddenly asma n nid go to hospital...
when my fren call me n told me tat she on the way go to hospital scared me...
but luckily she ntg d...
thanks god...

haiz

1.did u think tat u act 4 year can make all ppl trusr u??
not easy...coz u,me,mae,likwan,fone is more than 1 year...
v noe tat u is doing show...
others dunnoe bcoz they dunnoe u deep....
haizzzzz.......
wat the....
dunnoe wan say u wat d...

speachless

when i juz came bac from skul 2day i went to lobby to take my cloths...
then i saw my primary's teacher....
he change leng zai d...
shhhh....pai sei...
then juz on9...
n c my fren's blog...
then i saw some1 blog write smtg...
really speachless...
i dunnoe whether i can accept u again or not...
but not bcoz of u hurted me b4...
is idunnoe u still can be trusted anot...
i noe i say like tat u will feel tat i very bad or watever...
but i nid to tell u tat wat ever u done to me i wont 4get...
bcoz of u i make myself juz like a tears ppl...
u not hurting me once...
did u ever think tat if u giv ppl hurt 3 or 4 times,
did u will accept her again???
if others...i think they wont be fren with tat person again....
but now v still fren...
im not givving u chance to care me...
n not even giv u a chance to noe wat am i thinking in my heart...
but y u wanna b like tat...
if u feel tat u cant wait n u think tat is useless,then juz give up...
did i use a gun face at u n say u muzz love n wait me till i accept u.??
somemore i din tell u tat u got chance...
sorry 4 saying tat...
butt...
my heart feeel pain when i think bout u n me...
did u ever give ppl hurt u juz like me???
except u try it ...
if not u wont noe my feeling 4ver...
u think 4get u easy???
3year to 4get a person tat hurt me so deep...
tearsdrop a litter juz bcoz of u...
did u ever think my feeling when u hurting me???
did u ever think tat im sad when u fall in love with another??
so juz stop complain!!!!

mayb i quit u all will more happy

yesterday i receive many msg from her...
but i dint reply...
got ppl say with me tat 4give her n will make the whole team happy...
juz bcoz of her cry then get pity from every1...
so,every1 is think tat i am the person who making prob....
so moody...
if she din do show they will blive u??
if i din say anything will tiz happen?
but i really cant tahan d...
she do show 4 year...
not letih 1 meh?
damn xxxxx her....
isshhh....
yesterday when i receive tat msg my tears drop down non stop...
my pillow is wet...
tiz is the 1st time cry act like a shit...
now all ppl pity n trust u,u happy???
if u really hope tat i QUIT then i can do it....
but pls...dun u ever do show for me...
if not i will kick ur ass...
sorry for the bad word to my reader BUT NOT HER...
u make all ppl trust u,
but rmb...
u make me hate u....
u make all ur fren hate u...
accept ur gf...
coz she is the 1 who juz can support u only...
n the afternoon section...
u did it...
all my good name is spoilt is bcoz of u....
I WILL RMB TIZ 4EVER N EVER!!
I WONT 4GET HOW TREAT ME!!
不要对我装可怜！！你这招对我没用的。。。
拜托！算我求求你，跪你。。。
求你高抬贵手放过我吧 。。。
你的戏对我来说没用的。。。或许对其他人非常有用。。。
得到他们的信任，败了我的名誉。。。
你开心啦？？？！！！求你别在将下去。。。
不然你只会有sw的下场。。。

就是你一个朋友不剩。。。

你将只会让我更讨厌你！

突然好想你

今天看‘终极三国’看到预告。。。刘备和阿香再也不能见面，也不能相爱了。。。

那时的我感觉到好心酸，好难过。。。

眼泪不听话地流了下来。。。

是我太想你了吗？

还是因为最近真的太累，所以才想你？

虽然在学校总是带着微笑的我看起来已放下。。。

总是可以自在的看女生。。。但却想见到的是你。。。

你却不曾出现。。。

我真的很矛盾。。。为什么会如此？

‘泪了’这首歌让我无时无刻想起你。。。

我真的真的好想你。。。

好想再拥抱你。。。希望有你的支持。。。有你的陪伴。。。

这几天真的让我很难过。。。很累。。。

真的。。。很累。。。

我不想再伪装下去了。。。

看着别人成双成对我的心真的很难受，很寂寞。。。

但却只有无声无息的人影。。。

茫茫人海中找不到你的影子。。。

为什么厉害伪装的人却得到信任？

甚至连朋友都不信任我？

我在你们心中有那么不重要？

挥之则来呼之则去？？？

难道我只是一个有需要时的代替品吗？

朋友。。。爱情。。。到头来。。。一切都得不到。。。。

根本没人懂我现在的心情。。。

除了mae,fone,kwan。。。

但又奈何？你们不相信我到最后受伤是你们自己。。。

我说过他不可尽信的。。。

求求你们。。。

相信我，好吗？？？？

wat a suck day

2day after skul v go marching...
then the san not shuang d...
then she juz stay with mok mok...
then she say cant pumping the juniors if u not senior...
ok,then yesterday she say tat all morning can pumping juniors...
after tat y go n say with ester??
but not me,fone,and mae?
sometime really bad feel...
then 2day hui xia say got any prob say it out...
ok,then i mai say it out la...
wat i say all is the truth...
all ppl can prove it...
dun juz noe pt...
n juz bout her...
mae oso din do tat kind of thing...
somemore u is the commander...
u say v not serious on marching,
but when we serious whr are u?
pak tuo with dya??
in ur heart in ur mind u juz hav dya...
wat use of those tat u very nid de fren...
u owes kick 'fren' away tat when ur dya thr...
did u ever think of our's feel???
if u wanna ppl respect u,
pls respect us!!!
if we do any wrong thing pls tell 1st only pum,
n dun giv the sucks face n show on us....
not commander can do anything tat u wan...
if u wanna kick us out...
pls,u may...
v will appreciate it...
somemore we will thanks to u....

hate tiz kind of sucks
ppl n wanna do show
to everybody to trust
u tat u is not wrong...
if u do again u will
act same like sw....

a weird day

2day i go yan cha with my fren...

then after 5.30pm only bac...

after tat i go cc and play facebook...

then suddenly got a ppl chat with me n say she wanna b a tb...

n call me b her sifu...sot sot dei de...

she is a form 2 gal....but dunnoe y she wanna b a tb...

hope she will think carefully n wont regret wat she done the decision...

孤单的一天

有人曾经说过不管你掩饰的多么好,
你所受的伤和痛也掩饰不了...
突然好想你...
你在做什么呢?
今天的心情超差的...
我看回我的信息突然看到你的一切
你的过去...
也看回分手那天的照片
照片上写着
[从今以后,我的世界不再有你的影子出现]
这句话很酸...
看了真的让我舍不得你...
可是又如何呢?
始终你已是别人的了...
我曾写过,让我最后一次说我爱你...
今天我的朋友写了很多很感动的话给自己爱的人...
让我再次想起了你...
到底...
何年何月何日才能真正把你忘记?