raining day

today suddenly rain...

i feel lonely n sad...

y in my heart will feel lonely?

really feel weird 2day...

i see through the window n stay for a while...

raining day giv me tat''mayb i am doing the wrong decision in something''

wind blow slowly de feel so good...

but it told me tat not every thing oso can like wind...

blow it away then the prob hav solved...

so...mayb i nid to face the prob bravely....

a bored holiday...

y no ppl call me out de?

aiyo...very sienzz...

did my fren doing the right decision?

1 of my fren she[xxx] pak tuo with a gal...but no 1 noe...

when thier 1st day pak tuo suddenly xxx feel tat the gal very stranger...

the gal say thankz 4 ur caring...isn't tat very weird?

xxx havent 4get her ex...

but the gal want pak tuo with xxx...xxx dunwan giv her wait too long...

but sometime xxx think...is tat very bad?

n sometimes xxx will think dou her ex n sad...

but the gal dunnoe....

n now....xxx feel like wan break with the gal...coz she dunwan the gal noe tat xxx lied her...

n xxx wanna tell her by her mouth not other....

i scared tat xxx cant handle...

coz tat gal treat xxx very gud oso...

did my fren doing the right decision?

holiday

i really hate holiday...

coz owes stay at home...

yesterday i ask my fren go out...

but all oso dunwan...

haiz....moody...

yesterday she send me a msg...

‘曾经认识过，

曾经朋友过，

曾经暗恋过，

曾经告白过，

曾经喜欢过，

曾经真心过，

曾经发誓过，

曾经相爱过，

曾经一起过，

曾经拍拖过，

曾经甜蜜过，

曾经幸福过，

曾经欢笑过，

曾经吵架过，

曾经后悔过，

曾经失去过，

曾经心痛过，

曾经流泪过。。。

++或许这就是爱的经历吧。。。

虽然我和你的甜蜜，幸福与欢笑比一般情侣少。。。

但我很珍惜。。。

当我看到这封信息时，我很感触。。。

是真的。。。。++

2day

2day in class i juz read ka shin rent me de book...

n 2day is pei seow bday...

happy birthday pei seow...

after tat they all take pic...

i juz read my book...

i feel like i juz disappear in the class...

haiz...damn hate tiz feel....

the laz question...

did u really bcoz of ur gf dunwan tiz bro d???

did u????

did u no nid me d???

did u no nid tiz buddy d??

did u no nid tiz bro d???

did u really dunwan fren bac with me????

DID U???????

DID U???????

DID U??????

DID U??????

DID U??????

DID U??????

i treat u like a buddy a bro...but wat am i in ur heart?

everytime u in troble i oso will help u...

but wat am i in ur deep heart?

u juz bcoz of ur gf n shout on me????

i juz wan u to noe how bad if she with her....

i afraid she will in troble...juz benefit for her....

n now u blame me n shout at me???!!!

huh????i juz dunwan u so fan n help u solve the prob...

but u treat me how??

I FINALLY NOE TAT U NO NID ME IN UR LIFE...

U JUZ NOE BOUT HOW TO PROTECT UR GF...

BUT DID U EVER THINK TAT WHILE U PROTECT HER U R HURTING UR FREN!!!

i dunwan u juz b another sw tat dunhav fren,u noe???

y all i done to u u juz noe how to blame on me...

u juz noe ur gf's benefit...

did u think of my feeling????

still sad...wat really i can do between u n me?

although yesterday i got abit happy coz saw joo,karwai,pui yee,kailin n siang shuin dance sexy dance...n somemore my didi he got in the model comp in his skul...

damn yeng n he win the 1st reward in male...

great job all of u...

but yesterday morning...i saw u...but v juz go away only...

the feel is like 擦肩而过...felling damn pain in my heart?

wat really i can do between u n me>?

NTG!!?

wat mean???

did i really not understand u?

long time din c ur friendster..

2day juz saw tiz pic...

buttt...

if i dont noe u oso no use now...

u now is another de girlfriend...

"如果说．．．有什么事是让我感觉到难过的，那就是．． ．你假装不认识我；我假装不认识你．．．．．．到现在 ，我也才发现，♥你跟不♥你都是不能假装的．．．"
[你有没有想过，我是需要多大的勇气把你忘记？

假装过后得到什么？

就是再次触摸伤口。。。

让他留下眼泪。。。

让他再次受伤。。。

你以为我真的很快乐吗？

你以为我真的那么容易忘记你吗？

你以为什么都能听从心的指示吗？

你以为我没有想念你吗？

你以为我没为你流泪吗？

你知不知道我伪装得很辛苦？

不管在朋友面前，

在自己面前伪装。。。

伪装自己很快乐。。。

伪装看不到你。。。

伪装不想你。。。

你知道我每次看到电话就很想传简讯能给你吗？

每次电话响就以为是你的简讯。。。

你知道我多想哭吗？

这一切的一切。。。

你懂吗？]

2day

2day pui yee wear the sari damn beautiful...

then cloudz a.k.a mae wear dohti...damn funny...

then when perdagangan peroid i wear lens...but not work...

haiz...cham...

then laz period i giv pn tan kick me sit wif ka shin...

then they hav lisan...after tat siang shuin come back cry n say they cant perfomed in counnought d...

now still dunnoe wat happen...

haiz...very worry bout them...

2day

2day at skul try the shirt 4 the mon show...

damn funny...fei po n black pig damn lenglui...

but din bring hp so din pick the picture...

haha...

juz tiz only o...

the fight in nisha n fazera...

if wanna watch it click play^^funny o...

yesterday de pic...

tiz 1 is nisha...owes 'cubit' mae n me
cloud a.k.a mae,sky a.k.a seam

tiz 1 is my daughter in my class...fazera

mae n joojoo

wat is going on?

i feel very tired...bcoz whenever i at i oso will saw her...

i rmb some1 say b4...

if u meet some1 more than 1 time in 1 day tat mean u n her is the god who giv u chance to met her....

is tat real?long time din c u...din heard ur voice...din receive ur msg...

28 of march is our start in this love...

but from now on...

every 28 juz me alone n thinking bout u...

i heard some bad news from my fren...

n the thing tat make my lou gong de small lou po very unhappy...

y u will b like tat?

is tat i do not noe u enough?

2day ntg do while PnP...so juz take pic...

haha...all my fren de name tack...beautiful?

lou gong a.k.a mae

me,seow,n cloud a.k.a mae

seow n pui yee

c seow sit till so yeng....

sleepy...

haiz...early in the morning giv ppl kacau till cant sleep....

really no mood...

n on9 till half my mom call me do thing...angry...

after tat heard song...

n chat in msn...

then on face book...

then very sienzzz...

sometime i think if the life without skul izzit gud?><

izzit no different in human is good?

izzit no love more better?

then wont happen sad in love...

kill themself coz of love...

if the life without LOVE izzit will change till weird?

=.=think too much...

dunnoe she n tat 15 year old de boy how le?

is tat gud?

is tat happy?

is tat....

[haiz...think so much 4 wat?she wont noe...

WAKE UP LO SKY!]

haiz...

WAT AM I DOING 2DAY?!

i really dunnoe wat AM I DOING TODAY...

AFTER SAN TELL ME TAT SHE CANT GO OUT...

THEN I AT HOME ON9...THEN SOME1 WANNA ME OUT TEMAN HER...

THEN I MAI GO OUT LO...

THEN HER GF ANGRY D...ARGUE...

THEN SHE SAY WANNA ME PUI HER GO WATCH MOVIE...

OK...GO LO...

THEN SHE SAY WANNA PUI HER LOU PO,DUNWAN WATCH MOVIE...

THEN THE TICKET

THEN OSO NVM...SHE GO PUI HER...I BSIDE HER...

SHE GO SHOPPING THEN ALL PPL NID TO PUI HER WALK...

THEN SUDDENLY SAY I USE MY EYE CONTACT SAY I HATE HER...

WAT THE...

THEN OK!I DAMN ANGRY...

IF NOT BCOZ OF MY FREN I MUZ GO D...

THEN AT LAZ I HELP MY FREN SOLVE THE PROB...

AFTER TAT STILL NID ME GO MC D HELP HER BUY DRINK...

DAMN IT...

THEN I REALLY CANT TAHAN HER...

buy new cloth....

nice boh?

pai sei

her face...moody...

exam finished...angry?sad?

2day really dunnoe is angry or sad...

haiz..2day i go training with mae a.k.a lou gong...

n mae say tat wanna go if i got go merentas desa...

then pui kuan de face suddenly turn black n angry...

her eye contact tell me tat she dun let me go...

tat time she de face i wont 4GET 4EVER!

n when i bac i take lrt,then take teksi...

when i go into the teksi i heard 'huai ren'

suddenly think dou her...

haiz...oso dunnoe today is sad or angry...

n 1 of my junior say tat i am important to gage brown...

but not 4 olahraga...

i'm not so important in thier heart...

so dun put me so important...

sorry to let u dissapointed...

exam de 2nd day...

2day de economy i noe how to do...

really suprise...think tat cant exam de...

haha...but still got abit mistake at the grapf thr==

2morrow is science...

sei fo lo...dunnoe at all de leh...

cham...somemore i din do work d...

cuz really damn tired...

i am FREE now!!!wahahaha...

start my NEW LIFE!!!

start on tiz 1 min...

muahahaha...

i am being bac SOT SOT DE SEAM!

HAPPY DE SEAM!!

N FREE DE SEAM SEAM!!

SMILE!!^^

wakakaka...

pai sei...sot jor...==